now listening: NIN - Beside you in time

Lots of thoughts and memories coming up now, just for the sake to hurt me.
I shouldn't think to what it could have been, I need to forget. It's not easy though, I don't know how long it will take me to forget the slap I received.
Sometimes I would like to quit everything and run away, don't know where. But I know I can't do that, it's not worth and it wouldn't solve anything.
The show must go on...

FUCK YOU K!!